Just completed my second week back to work and I have to say.....it is still hard to leave Mateo. I cried on my way to work the first day back to work after maternity leave and still am finding it somewhat hard adjusting to being a working momma. Do I dare say it......I wish I could be a stay-at-home Mom....Gasp! I know....who would of thought, me at stay-at-home Mommy. If any of my friends can remember pre-baby when I stated, "I could never be a stay-at-home Mom!" I now have to say, I may have jumped the gun on that one. I now long to stay at home with my little buddy. I feel like I am missing out on one of the best times of his and my life.
Does Mateo miss me or better yet, does he even realize that I am gone? Not sure......I do know that I feel a huge void and am finding it hard to enjoy my job that I loved so much. Summer is just around the corner and Jacob and I have some numbers to crunch to even see if it is possible for me to stay home. All I know for sure right now is this, I will never get this time again with Mateo and I want to stay home with him........badly! To be continued......
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